The View
Maybe that is how you see me. And maybe I'm not ready to admit it if that's the truth, I want to go on pretending a little bit longer that is not how I am. I am a many a fucked up things but I just can't see myself that way.
I can tell the end is near and well, being who I am, I'm prepared. Because it's always just a matter of time. I know I will miss you but that won't stop me from letting it happen. Then I have fleeting thoughts of being strong and honest and not letting it go. Then go back to my reality and can't stop it from happening.
I like to think it's my fault for being who I am. And I wonder 'if' and a part of me hopes and I realize it is because of who I am but not for the parts I'm thinking of.
So now I'll walk away like it doesn't matter, like it doesn't hurt. I'll go back to my pity party now.
K revealed herself at 4:11 PM
Reveal yourself
